As much as I dislike all the running around, I've realized that I have a hard time not doing something. Seriously, I can't even sit down to watch a movie without having some kind of project in my hands. I don't think that's a good thing (though it does lead to lots of knitting).
All this thinking has made me want-y. Not for things, but for a better quality of life. For instance, I want...
- more meaningful time in the day
- to slow down
- to just be
- to let my guard down
- to get out of my comfort zone
- to not be afraid
- a change
That sure is a lot of personal wants. It's kind of scary putting that out there, but I feel like I need to. I believe that all of those wants are within my reach, if I reallywant them. Hmm, I need to let that soak in - I can have my wants if I really want them. Now I only need to figure out how...